I'm hoping someone can help me,

I had my first Depo shot in October 2020, first few weeks I felt great because I didn't experience any side effects atal.

I was feeling OK until i had my second shot in January. Pretty soon after that second shot everything has changed.

I was so happy in my relationship with my boyfriend before i changed my birth control to the Depo and now i'm even questioning weather I even love him? my sex drive has completely gone, this is so strange because I was the happiest ever before I had this shot. Sometimes idon't even want my boyfriend near me so I send him away, then when zi send him away I cry my eyes out because I love him but there's a voice in my head telling me I don't? I am just so confused right now and don't know what to do, I have read online that this has happened to other people aswell, my boyfriend is so supportive and has done research himself about this so he has an idea of why Imight be feeling this way about him and hes gonna support me through this. I was just wondering if anyone has felt this way then their feelings have came back when the shot has wore off? i hope so because i want to be with him but right now i just don't feel right about us.

It’s also important to mention that I cry all the time now and just feel so down and not my usual happy bubbly self.

Why does it make us think we don't love our partners anymore? When before this I was unbelievably happy in my relationship.

Thank you for any answers