I went 17 days cold turkey off of 2 mgs per day of subutex this past October, 2010. On day 17 I could no longer take the nausea and anxiety, etc. so I took a 2 mg. suboxone pill I had left over. I started taking it once in awhile but now for the past 2 months have been taking 1-2 mgs. per day. Do you think I'm back to square one and I will have to start all over going at least 17 days being extremely sick and still not seeing any light at the end of the tunnel? I feel like I wrecked everything and that I am back to square one and I just don't know if I can do it all over again right now. I wish I would have stuck with the plan but I was so sick I was thinking about ending it all so it was either take the pills or ending it all which I would never want to do to my 2 beautiful grown daughter's, wonderful husband and my whole wonderful family. Larsy1966