I have had so many, all after sex. Literally dozens over the past five years. I have the infections more under control now (none since November) and take nitrofurantoin as a prophylactic, but I can't shake the feelings of dread and paranoia around having sex. It is like someone tasered me every time I ate chocolate, so now I no longer want chocolate, does that make sense? My partner can get quite frustrated with me. Anyone else feel the same? Any advice on how to get over this?