Hello auntybiotic, I am a 43 year old male in good heath that took 10mg of Lexapro for about 18 months. I took my medication before bed around 8:30pm and had the normal side effects, lack of sex drive, little to no emotion and overall numbness to society. On the weekend of my 43rd birthday I decided to stop taking Lexapro... BIGGEST mistake EVER! I DO NOT RECOMMEND DOING THIS! The first few days I felt great and thought to myself, "Hey, this isn't so bad." At day four it all came crashing down, brain zaps, crazy thoughts, extreme depression, weird dreams, insomnia and anxiety. I laid in bed that night questioning my existence and crazy suicidal thoughts zipped through my mind, I prayed, drank lots of water and cried, something I hadn't done in a long time. The next morning I contacted my GP and they reassured me that stopping completely was a very poor idea, but to cut my dosage in half from 10mg to 5mg for a week and then stop.
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I took a half a pill the same day which I almost felt instantly, whether or not this was in my mind I didn't care. That night the symptoms continued, sour stomach, achy body, overall ickyness and horrid insomnia. After a few days of feeling this way, I'm guessing my body began to normalize to the new level of lexapro just in time for me to cut back to 2.5mg a week later. Cutting these pills isn't an exact science but I did my best. Again the symptoms returned but not nearly as bad as cutting from 10mg to 5mg. My last week on lexapro at 2.5mg was tolerable knowing the end was in sight but unsure of what cutting it out held. Needless to say, I'm on day 5 of no lexapro and besides small brain zaps I feel great. I feel emotions again and love my life more than I ever did prior to taking lexapro. Do I regret taking it, absolutely not. I got me through a season in my life and did its job as it should. Looking back I never appreciated what life had to offer, wife, kids, job, house and all the mundane things we either take for granted or allow to annoy us. Don't give up when you are trying to quit. It is doable and don't read all the negative reviews of people calling it poison. Did I realize what lexapro would do to me, no. Is it the medications fault, no. Is it my GP's fault, no. So many people who stop taking lexapro are quick to judge but forget how great it made them feel, while forgetting how great it didn't allow them to feel. I hope someone reads this and it is reassuring to them during what might be a difficult journey. Far too many people post the negative regarding their withdrawal which isn't beneficial for those who are wanting to do the same. YOU can do this, is it hard. But as I tell my kids, YOU CAN DO HARD THINGS!!! I walked this walk and hope for those of you that read this it will help you. Overcoming this is possible and the reward for doing so outweighs the price you pay. Sadness, happiness, joy, anger, frustration and love are all emotions which you lose during this process but once you taper off you will learn how to control them much better. I know I did. Thanks to all who read this and I promise I will think of you everyday and pray for your well being during this amazing journey.