Sorry for over-reacting. Not an excususe - I have beel ill the past week with flu, 2nd ap for Social Security, not greatest relationship and YES he knows about my addiction.....I'm probably on chance #16 - because yes, even tho I have a prescription for my pain meds, when I get emotionally stressed, I take extras. I am sorry I was not 100% honest. Actuall ALL is except yes, I am "relapsing"

I just don't like to be judged, felt like I was but bit the bullett and realized you were almost all exactly right.

I hope you accept apology, if NO, I understand.