I can’t stand this. I am so done with depression and anxiety. It sucks. I have no one to talk to..

I’m sorry Wendy. I feel like this sometimes too. Is there a church nearby you can attend. Ours is nice and accepting and can reach out to you for support if you need it. Actually now that I think of it, the Methodist Church has a Stephens ministry. Maybe others do too I don’t know. But they see people for free for counseling.

Wendy I hear you. I’ve suffered from depression and anxiety all my adult life.
I’ve had many medications, ect psychotherapy both individual and group and finally behavioural therapy.
On a positive note I have gained something different from all of them.
As drugs have developed I’ve found many more that suit me. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve had days when I just felt unable to take much more. I’ve had many ups and downs but I’ve been fortunate that I’ve had good psychiatrists and therapists.
COVID has made treatment more difficult but I guess it’s the same for everyone.
I know how you feel and wish you well.

Wendy,
This is a good place because I think everyone on these forums has felt the way you do. You're not alone in this and you're always welcome with your concerns and questions... or if you just need to rant!
I can truly sympathize with you because although I'm in a pretty good place now I'm also alone and have nobody except my psychiatrist and therapist. Anyone else there is just doesn't understand what it's like.
I know you've posted here before but I don't remember now what you said. Was it about your medications? Well, anyway, always feel free to come here.
Take care and I hope you can get to feeling better soon.
Wildcat