... I have been ruminating really hard on past mistakes that make me feel very inferior/gross/guilty etc.. I do notice when the Buspar is beginning to wear off about 5 or so hrs after I take it, I am more able to shrugg off the ruminating thoughts. Overall, I feel more in the present moment and realize that ai shouldn't obsess over an event that occurred 6 yrs ago. I feel like I am more in control of how I feel. Is this a side effect that may wear off or is this just a weird occurance?