To preface: I’m being poisoned by my abusers. My doctors agree with me that I’m not just paranoid, they know the domestic violence situation I’ve been in for my whole life (it’s my father/parents.)
At the bottom of my coffee cup sometimes there is a greyish black “grounds” piled up and it looks like pepper flakes around the inner rim of the cup. Whatever poison it is doesn’t mix with non-dairy powdered creamer, it bunches up and looks like cottage cheese.
When I make the coffee myself it never looks like that, and I make it the same way too. Like with the sugar, non dairy creamer, same coffee brand, same coffee machine. It turns out okay and no “coffee grounds” in my cup, no “pepper flakes” on the rim, and no “cottage cheese” looking creamer.
I just need answers so I know what tests I should get.
Symptoms include:
-bleeding gums
-severe untreatable acne
-transient confusion
-restlessness, insomnia, adhd symptoms
-body weakness and muscle weakness
-extreme fatigue (cfs)
-shaking, tremors, fast heartbeat
-recurring vomiting, nausea, excessive sweating, mental fog, slowness
