What's best for me please help me figure this out?

Hi, Jamie!
I'm sorry that you're going through so much right now. I know it feels like such a terrible place to be.
You have quite a few diagnoses and I'm assuming you're seeing a doctor... preferably a psychiatrist.
What have they told you and are you currently taking any medications? Have you considered or are you in therapy?
Sorry to ask so many questions... just trying to give us a little more of your background.
Best regards and will wait for your reply.
Wildcat