Just wanted to pop in and let everyone know how great it feels to be drug free! Yes, it can be done!!! Like everyone that has gone before me has said, everyday gets a little easier. I went away for 7 days to a sunny place. I got to reflect and really be aware of what a gift I was given (again) and how grateful I am to this forum and the people that hung in there with me. Now I must work to keep this gift and not take it for granite for one second.
My biggest problem was forgetting the pain and letting the disease tell me that I can try one more time to be a successful drug addict....whatever that is? I fell for it every time!!! I worked hard to get clean and I dont ever want to go through this again. Im getting old (40) and I wasted too many years chasing, lying, cheating, stealing and whatever else......Im exhausted and want to live the life I was meant to live.
Man, it feels good just typing this. I cant thank you enough and you know who you are. I hope whoever is reading this realizes that it does get better. Give it a chance and hang on for the miracle. Dont let any more time pass you by. One day at a time you too can get your life back. My energy level is slowly getting better, my desire to live life is back, sleep is slowly coming back and most importantly Amber is beginning to come alive!
Whoever is struggling....dont give up!
Thank you all,