Well this is my second go around with pain pills. The first time I got off them with subutex. With the help of this forum. So many of you helped me and I’m so sorry I’m here again doing the same thing. Growing up I never thought I would end up like this. I really do hate myself. I hate i did this to my family again. That I did this to my child and that I’m not the person I have always wanted to be. As you can imagine their really is a lot to say. The big question. WILL I EVER GET OVER THIS? I can’t say who i am from before because i can’t allow my family to find out. Im sure my husband will divorce me.
Well at 9am i induced myself with 2mg. I’m shocked it worked. Last time the doc induced at 8mg and told me to take 16mg for the day. I had such a hard time in the beginning. Until i found this site. My goal is to get through this as fast as possible. As i know the longer a person is on this the harder it is to get off. I had almost a year clean before, and i just don’t know why i did this again. I’m just looking for support. Maybe I can be of some help to others also.