Ok so the short story is that I was prescribed pain meds for back problems and was switched to subs by a dr. I ended up leaving the dr and went through withdrawals for a month before giving up and going back to pills for a few weeks then subs from then on. That was about 2 years ago. I was up to 3 a day. The past month I got down to 2 and have been ok. Well Friday I took a pregnancy test and surprise! Baby on the way. My immediate thought was thats it no more subs but as I read more into it the withdrawals can cause a miscarriage. Now I just want to put this out there. At this point in time all that matters to me is my baby. I will go through whatever I need to in order to deliver a healthy baby. I need some help in figuring this out. My first doctors appt is the 23rd. I would prefer not to tell her bc I have heard horror stories of CPS being called plus the doctor I am going to is highly associated with my job and I'm in school to be a nurse. I don't want this to ruin my life. I didn't take any Friday took 1 sat 1 sun. Please does anyone have experience with this? I feel so lost. I know it seems weird but I never thought I could have a baby with my many health issues and I love this child. Please help.