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My name is ricky, and im about at the end of my rope with addiction.
My friends and family have often described me as a trashcan for drugs. my close friend and i have a morphine habit by IV of 400 to 500 mg's once to twice a day. and will iv anything else we think might be "fun"
but i have nothing left, its either been pawned or sold. and my job only supports my habit, luckily im incrediably good at passing for "normal" when high.
im terrified to quit, after just 18 hours my legs start kicking, im sweating, kicking and cant sleep. after the first day im in the worst pain imaginable and so weak i can barely move. and having a 'using buddy" in the same situation dosent help, because he will whine to go get high so i give in and go use.
but i really want to quit. or at least significantly reduce my drug use. id like to feel again, and get a normal nights sleep. but im terrified of the wd-s
so im asking, does anyone have any adcice, or help, that might make my hope a reality?