I was fine and the last 3 months cant think straight dont enjoy anything am I just fed up with my life freaking out about spending any money even a tiny bit! Think I'm hung up on not spending anything cos have been in debt in the past and just can't let go of the fear of having no money even though things are fairly ok. Over analysing every little thing and waking up with clenched jaw and ears ringing constantly. My brain wants to explode and my hands shake. Im so unhappy and can't enjoy life. Feel jealous of people doing nice things and feel totally fed up with my life.