I am a 36 year old addict. I recently started a cold turkey kick 4 days ago. I was using 2-5 grams of heroin a day in addition to an eight ball of cocaine a day. I was mainlining both. I tried knocking myself out with valium and xanax. I slept for about 20 hours only to wake up in complete agony. I held out for about 52 hours before I shot a small amount of H. It did help but I'm worried that I set myself back to hour one. Will it ever end? The crazy thing is is that I'm craving cocaine more. Is that normal? I know if I do coke I'm gonna need H to come down. Am I hopeless?
Yes, you will find peace... but first you need to get off the junk.
Is there a rehab that will take you? Have you made phone calls? Call, or have someone else call Catholic Social Services for you to find a rehab that will take you. You can't give up and you can't keep living like this.
You know all of this already, nothing I say will be news to you.
Now please, make a call.
I wish you all the best.
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