im 23 been on methadome a yr. My bby was born addicted to it. Now she is clean. But she was born wit big hole in her heart.. N needs open heart surgery. She only 4 months. . This is all my fault. Im si depressed she was so inoccent and i did this. I have so much guilt. Thats why i need to get off this methadome and live maintence n drug free i owe it to her...