I relapsed again! I started the whole process all over again, and I am soooo depressed! I'm normally on anti-deppresants but it just seems things that I guess I was "suppressing" is all coming out now. Everything bothers me or makes me sad. I forget what it feels like to be my old self again before starting any of this. I seriously sometimes just feel like crying!! I kinda feel how I did when I had post-partum depression. I want to cry and I don't know why! I'm just so sad!!! When will I feel normal again???