well,its been exactley 17 days that i have been on the suboxone,i feel so much better now.got through the precipitated withdrawls,thanx by the way laurieshay:)but i am so emotional,i know the methadone kept me numb,but i didnt know i was blocking out so many feelings,i guess its good though.ya know i went to my grandmas funeral a few yr back and didnt shed a tear,i mean i was sad,but couldnt cry,thats so messed up,methadone is just evil.my best friend past away tuesday,i havent stopped crying:(i just wanted to let everyone know i am well,and ask is this normal??