... knowledge. I feel as if I can't stop myself from acting on my impulses. I just don't want to feel depressed. I like feeling motivated and having a positive attitude and outlook. My partner suspects, and calls me out. I deny it and somehow feel I have the right to do whatever I want and nobody needs to question me about anything I do. I hate feeling like I'm mentally about to break. What will it take to stop myself before this web gets tangled?