well, i have had depression for years but I manage to contain the depression at low level but not eliminating it over the past few months. The problem is I am wanting to get my life back on track and getting involved in social activities. But the thing that always stops me from doing so is because I am not capable of maintaining high activity for a period of time. Its because for some reason, i am back worrying about things when I know it does not matter. Its kinda hard for me to put my feelings in words but I really am worried about my future .