Well, I'm on day 3 of no meds at all and I feel like I'm going haywire! Last night my legs was jerking uncontrollably. My mind is going 90-nothing all the time, especially at night. I can't sleep. I'm just one big wreck and I don't like my kids seeing me in bed. I stay strong for them, but it's tough. Once they go to bed, I go crazy (cause I dare not tell or show my kids that mommy has a problem with her pain meds). I don't want them to know what I'm going through. Their father (who is not in the picture and hasn't been for years) has had a major drug problem for years. The unfunny thing is, I was so against it and didn't do anything til after we split up. I tried so hard to get him off all that he was on (all street drugs). Now here I am, asking for help. I guess that's a step further than he took, right? Well, not here for him... it's me. I just hope I can get some good advice about my pain, mind, and body. 7 years on many meds and I'm done... so done. Any help? I'd love it!