I have post partum thyroiditis, depression, anxiety, and stress. I tried Prozac and Celexa that ended with suicidal nightmares. I am on ambien 10 and xanax .25, Wellbutrin xl 150mg for the past month. I am now on day 3 of Wellbutrin xl 300 and have suicidal thoughts but Not acting on them, and possibly seeing light streaks and dark shadows (intensified at night but out of the corner of my eye somtimes I'll see dark spots or dark boxes). I have insomnia and am jumpy because of these shadows right now. Am I just afraidof the dark and my mind is teasing me? Or are these severe enough to see my psychiatrist or should I go to an ER or crisis center?