i have been on oxycodone for 4 years and it is out of control now and dont know what to do i get a rx of 180 15mg oxycodone and also another rx for 180 10/325 and they last me less than a week so then its out to the streets to look for pills day after day it is so sicking but dont know what to do i have had one surgery and am getting ready for a back surgery and also a neck surgery and my surgeron said that this is just the start that i will have many more so will prob be on these for rest of my life from the doctors but i dont wana be on them but without them the pain is horrible i am 30 years old with arthritis of 70 year old man so that also dont help i have had 2 friends commit sucide in last 9 months because of the pills so alot of days i think it is the best way out just want to hear from people in same sitouation and what do people think is the best thing to do when you need the meds but also abuse them too heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelllllllllllllllllllllpppppppppppppme please