i have alot of people in my life who or addicted to this medicine,,even my mother,,, but none of them go to the doctor,,, i need my medicine,,, i depend on it just as i do my nerve meds my depression meds an blood pressure med,,, but when my dr day comes around,,, everyone i no is at my house wanting my medicine,,, an i give it to them,,, then i run out,,an i beg people to borrow from,,, this cycle is makeing me more depressed,,, how do i say no ,,, i need this medicine,,, even to my mother,,, i dont no what to do anymore,,, this has been going on for years,,, what would YOU do? plz answer