have tried lots of medication and had a year of therapy and it hasn t made a difference. I feel depressed all the time. I can t leave the house because I get nervous about everything like buses, going shop , seeing family , meeting friends , work. I am really confident person and have been all my life it s just I am sick all the time every day , it s not my eating because I eat loads. Therapist thinks it s to do with when I was little I got forced to eat and my parents was abusive towards me. I use to be sick before assembly in school and the smell of food makes me sick too. It s not like am scared of eating. When am full I also am sick all the time. I just don t know what to do anymore and I need help outside of NHS because it isn t helping at all , I haven t had any income in 7 months and I am 18 years old , please help