... for when I feel an attack come on. I'm hoping to try and stop the lorazepam however I'm fearful I will get constant attacks. I'm not sure how I'm meant to feel at this stage of 5 weeks. I constantly worry I'm dying or going to in my sleep or have cancer for no reason. I have a young family and worry what they would do with out me. I'm hoping this will disappear over time. I'm much more calm these days but almost numb in some ways (which I'd rather over constant panic attacks) I'm not sure what normal is anymore??