... mexico) and then more than a month in hospital in Kentucky where I was in ICU for several days as well as getting severe hospital deliruim due to the length of time in hospital, the length of time in high fevered states and I'm assuming because I was placed on Benzos for reasons unknown, possibly severe panic attacks while in hospital. It's been a year and six months and I'm nowhere near back to myself. I've gained a significant amount of weight despite being careful with calories and excersising more. And my mental health is not there, I suffer daily from severe anxiety and have had major depression since all of this occured and chronic insomnia. Any advice appreciated. Especially concerning the weight gain, depression, insomnia, anxiety and the state of general confusion and fear in which i live now