I'm 19 and in college and I've been on birth control for almost a year now, but have only been sexually active for about a month. I am having the hardest time trusting my birth control and it is ruining the experience for both me and my boyfriend. On top of the birth control, I also make my boyfriend wear a condom and pull out. If the condom breaks or anything like that, I spend the following days worrying myself sick. I'm not sure what to do anymore, but I know it shouldn't be like this.