Tramadol - where do I start, I take 1000mg of tramaol every 4 - i have a drink problem, along side depression, i dont know which one comes first, i started taking tramadol, when i ran out of anti depression tablets, i now find myself taking more, i have seen someone from the mental health department, i,m just waiting for there opinion, the only time ive ever felt normal is when they put me on,diazapan, for 5 days, i,m 51 and my hole life has been on a downward spiral for the last 5 years, and a criminal record, possibly prison shortly..any idea's,,