Everyone plrase pray for me. Tomorrow will be mu first day with out 75mg methadone in 3&1/2 yrs. I am a wreck and can't stop crying, shaking and can't sleep. I wish I had a xamax to relax me and make me sleep. I have never been so terrified in my life. I will be without til. Dec 2nd. Please just guide me thru this awful time. Thx for everyones undying support. I thought I could tough it out with God by my side but I see I am losing it. Keep yall updated as much as I can. Thanx everyone!