I am so tired of dealing with my fiances pill (pain & anxiety) issues. He always has an excuse as to why he is short pills (clonazapam & hydrocodone). He says he loses them, if I'm out of town, he says he thinks his father threw some out. He tells his doctor he wants to taper down on both and then runs out early. Why not be honest and admit he took too much? He sleeps a lot, granted he works 3rd shift, all he wants to do is sleep. He will go 2 days without sleep and behave so oddly. I love him very much, but good grief, he is almost 44, and his life in the 4 years we've been together, makes me shake my head in disbelief that he is in no hurry to better himself. He doesn't keep his word, he's dishonest about stupid things and I swear from All the years of pills and alcohol, his brain is somewhat fried. We have a 2 year old, they are crazy about each other, but I just don't know how much more of the inconsistent lifestyle I can deal with and subject our son to. I guess I dont know what I'm getting at, maybe just to vent. I'm so frustrated. Any thoughts?