... test and my scores were off the chart. I always knew there was something there but just ignored it and cut myself short of any futher education after high school. I was so high hoped that this medication would help but instead it has made me feel worse. My memory is worse, I can't organize my "more" over whelming thoughts, I go blank, I'm more depressed and I can go on and on. I'm also on celexa and kolonopin. I dont get it. I'm so ready to give up and just feel stupid and live unhappy. Is there any hope for me?