... brain surgery on an aneurism, I have not been the same person. I have tried tried to hang on to my life and business and its just not working. I have felt lost for so long and no way of getting control of it. Its reached the point to where I am tired of my fight with myself. I have bipolar in which for years was treated to where I could work and function, after surgery the depression, anxiety and panic attacks havent allowed me to deal with my business and life the same. When is enough?