I have tried Celexa, Effexor (extended release), and Zoloft [3 1/2 Weeks in] and I still feel like I'm fighting off suicidal thoughts. I cry myself to sleep because I know the real me doesn't want these thoughts. I am diagnosed OCD, so please any suggestions on medications would be so beneficial. I am on the max dose of Zoloft.

Losing hope. What can I do to help find the right med for me? Any suggestions? Is there better psychiatrist docs than others?

Newbie with all of this. Please help.