Please do not judge me! I am bipolar with OCD and an addict. in the same week I started depakote and suboxone. (Subs for withdrawals and depakote for bipolar) I suddenly am having episodes of the craziest thoughts ever. When my son is being extremely difficult, something in my headtells me the devil possessed him so I will snap and kill myself! Omg! I know this is crazy and then I start crying because I'm so scared and then it goes away. What medicine is probably causing this? Depakote or suboxone? And can I stop taking the depakote immediately? I know I can't with the sub. But I am so scared. Someone help me please