I'm currently taking 20 mg of Lexapro. I ran out of my prescription about 2-4 days ago. Around those days, I started having negative thoughts. Particularly about my SO. I never ever think that I would cheat on him.. or live without him. Ever since I haven't been able to take them (because i haven't had time to go the pharmacy) I've though that I could dump him, cheat on him, live without him, and that I don't love him anymore. However, I saw him last Saturday and was as always deeply in love with him. Today, and these past days I don't 'love' him. Is this part of not taking my Lexapro?