when i was 18 i had a bad lsd trip(ive consumed around 350-400 hits and geltabs of lsd in 3 years of high shcool) at the time i never came down from the bad trip... 15 years later and im alot better much different however the psych meds are affecting in a horrible way especially the ativan... i vary from trazedone or sometimes seraquil.i dont want to take them anymore im desperate please help,