My partner left to go on holidays for 10 days and as irrational as it sounds I have slipped into a deep state of anxiety and depression that I had to go to the doctor and get xanax to relax me. It had helped for the first 2 days but I seem to be building a resistance to it but I know that on Friday I probably won't need it anymore as I know that he is back on Sunday the 12th of August. I have felt so bad that I have on several occasions nearly booked a flight to join him and nearly asked him to come back early but I have resisted that so far. He has no idea how I am feeling and I would rather he didn't. So basically even though the xanax has helped, I am now worried about the withdrawals and have read alot of scary information about the drug. Has anyone any advice that can help me.