We have been together for 4 1/2 years! He was on a bad path and we talked, and we done this in home rehab, He was clean for 9 weeks we took drug test and everything! We were so proud of him! He was a addict to Oxys.Today he went to a friends house whom he lied about, He said it was a friend from church and it was some guy that sells drugs he is so xanax out! We are taking shifts an setting up watching his breathing, Its my shift now while everyone else is sleeping, and I'm so dissapointed! WHY did he do this :( & I cant just leave because im from Ohio and we live in Califorina. My mom just recently got married and moved into a smaller house. I honestly have no where to go if i would move back home, and I have a pitbull who we rasied since 5 weeks! and he is one now! i can't leave him, Im just so upset because i LOVE him so much and im worried bc he was doing so good! and then today he just goes and messes up! I really need advice and no one in my family no anything about his drug promblem, i just feel like im living two lives and I miss my family but im scared me and my husband have lived together for 3 years, i dont know life without him...