I have gran-mal seizures, and am told that i'll go 5 to 6 minutes not breathing, and my face turns a purple color,my BP will shoot way up, enough to shake the paramedics up a bit. But later as i'm regaining my thoughts and ask for something to help me with the unbearable headache and to sleep,well it's not the easiest thing in the world to get. How can I prove to them, i'm not wanting it for the wrong reasons?