I've been addicted to pain meds for the past 5 years. It first started as a nubian habit when I was actively involved in.bodybuilding/fitness and had hurt my shoulder. Friend gave me some bain and it all started there. I switched over to hydrocodone/vics/norco about three years ago. At first I was still able to take these pills and be somewhat normal. Over time though, its turned me into.someone id never thought id be. I have gone from someone in near perfect shape, less than 8 percent bodyfat, healthy, athletic, attractive guy, into a obese pill craving addict who is.destroying their life. I haven't stepped foot in a gym in over two years pretty much cuz id rather be chewing norco and getting high. What started as two pills in the evening has turned into chewing 4-5 10/325 norcos 3x a day. I'm tired of living like this. I'm tired of throwing years down the drain. I need support, advice on the best way to start this recovery.