So I think I've been experiencing anxiety since I had my daughter 4 years ago. But now it has gotten so bad. I was in nursing school and had to stop because I couldn't focus and I didn't work for two months because I just felt like I couldn't do it. I'm working 3 days a week now but its still a struggle for me. I'm scared of everything..I'm scared to eat, I'm scared to drink, go on vacation, and most of all I'm terrified to take medication I tried celexa and had terrible side effects so my DR prescribed Zoloft and I took half of a 25mg tablet and felt nauseous so now I'm scared to take it again. I feel like I'm living in a dream maybe depersonalization? like just going through the motions... I get really angry/irritatable fast, I'm always tired, nauseous, blurred vision (seeing spots), I have to force myself to eat, I cry a lot, can't take deep breaths, confusion, plugged ears, and just want to crawl out of my skin! I keep trying tell myself it's not anything and I'll get over it but I'm on the edge I just want to give up..I'm so tired of feeling this bad every single day. Can someone please give me advice and do you think it's anxiety, depression or possibly both? And I know this is a random question but would anyone recommend THC? My brother strongly believes in marijuana but I have always been against it..but at this point I'll try anything!!! Thank you for reading and thank you for any advice!