a difficult time. I am grateful to each any every one of you for being understanding, kind, supportive, and even a little "kick in the behind" when I needed it. Thanksgiving is upon us and I just want you all to know I am thankful for each and every one of you. Starting around 4 a.m. Sunday morning I spent some where around 38 hours in the ER, vomiting blood, abdominal pain, etc. I am simply not able to prepare the traditional dinner for this holiday and am going to use this time to write a few letters to ones close to my heart, things I may not get a chance to say in person. I wish you all the best of holidays!! You are loved and cared about - what a wonderful thing, even in the midst of despair, as I am. As "Chuck" replied to me, stand proud, in what ever your situation is. Happy Thanksgiving to all!!!