... and I guess I just need to rant?After 2 years of pain and 8 months of trying prescription after prescription, cream after cream, and pill after pill I have found no relief. The last time I spoke to my doctor she sounded frustrated and told me to go online and I would see that I am going to deal with this for my entire life and I will never be 100% better and it may take a very, very long time to find anything that will even help. I have huge melt downs almost daily because of what she has told me and how this is completely destroying my relationship. My boyfriend is very understanding and does not push anything and understands that I hurt, but he is very frustrated as well and asks if we will ever be able to be normal sex or even have children since we just can't have sex. I don't know what to do or where to turn and haven't read much of this board yet. I plan to after I finish this, though and I hope I feel a little better after!