My husband of 22 yrs has been having a affair for 3 months and has feelings for. Last night i took a painpill muscle relaxer and 1mg xanax all were prescribed to be taken together. At time she walked in i was on my second xanax and intended to take more. I'm a childhood abuse survivor and who all my friends turn to to fix their problems. I always here your strong your a survivor kick him to the curb. But i'm so tired of being the strong one especially since i feel alone as dont have many close friends.