I am terrified I am schizophrenic. I have suffered with an anxiety disorder for 8 years now and have just started having bad intrusive thoughts. I am convincing myself I am crazy. Believe me I am working hard to be relaxed and tell myself I am normal, it is just anxiety, etc. I have gotten better, but derealization has come along now. I feel like I am unreal even though I am aware I am in reality. I just need people to tell me I am not crazy.