I am going to see my Psych doctor on Thursday and I want to talk to her about getting something for depression that is not lifting to the point that Sunday night I was writing good-bye letters to my children (Did not act of these feelings). I have taken almost all of the tricyclcics and the newer ones too. The only one that I have not been on is Lexapro. I want to ask if I can take the Saphris 2 times a day again but the last time that I was on that, they said that it overstimulated me. Would taking something like Ativan counter the increases agitation that comes from the over stimulation? Any other suggestions would be appreciated.