... so many issues mently wrong with me and i really feel like i have been unably dissucuss and or get someone to understand what i need help with i dont know how to get the help i need. I feel like my fear paranoia,pride confussion mental block when trying disscuss whats wrong is prohibiting me from getting help for more serious issues. At this moment i am embaresed at how hard it is even to wright this, but I am suffering I hope someone make sense of what im trying say .