... mood disorder or if I’m just unable to regulate my moods due to my past history - but I’m unsure what the difference in affect of the medication would be. If I don’t have a mood disorder / bipolar what is the likely affect the medication will have on me?

I have had issues with anxiety since I was 7 or so and depression since I was 9 or 10. I first experienced suicidal thoughts at 11. I started having high periods around 14 - 15. Since then I’ve had high and low periods as well as periods of stability.

I’m not due to see the clinical psychiatry team for 1 - 2 months but I just want to have an idea of what to look out for.