My doctors office cut me off all my meds because of no insurance an i am struggling very badly i have chronic thoughts of suicide an even attemted it I also have 4 step childeren an they need me but i am always so angry or deppressed i cant function, an i have been violent to my father an my husband more than usual, can anyone help me even just talk, i have an appt. tomorrow on 3/10/12 for ssi to tlk to a lady to get evaluated so what can i suggest to her for help? thank you for anything you can possibly do I truly love my family an dont wanna lose them or them lose me..